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I'm back from my BMT training down at pasir ris camp. Well, not exactly la. I came back because I'm having a fever and have a 7-days MC. Feeling quite weak now. But nevertheless, It's a welcoming break from routine. Going back on thursday night.

Anyway, If you don't already know, I am starting a t-shirt business. I got the supplier already so the next step is to get designs.

I am now officially asking everybody and anybody whether you are interested in designing t-shirts or not. If you are then you could just comment on this entry. Everything else we could discuss in details afterwards. Just express your interest and I will get back to you asap.

Cheers.

Insane. 

For the daredevils.

Things hasn't been going well for me recently. Problems just keep on surfacing. I don't who can I blame or should I blame myself? For now, things can be said to be resolved. But I'm afraid problems might resurface again. Time will heal everything. This sentence might be true, but time is precisely something that I don't have a lot left. Maybe the transformation of boy to men in the army would do me well. I'm sure of that.

 

 OKAY! Finally got materials to update everyone of my life! 

 Photos from the latest photo outing I had. If you haven't already seen them on MY facebook. You are welcomed to ogle look at them. Enjoy!

I suddenly has this urge to go back to school and have a fruitful semester. Start being a good student and revise my work. Get good grades to pull my GPA up. Graduate then army comes calling. I just want to have a grade that looks good on my diploma. Does not need to be extremely good, but just the average. I would rather look to the future than the past. What's passed is passed, nobody can do anything to change them. I just really really hope that I could keep up with the pace and finish well. With no re-takes needed and no uncertainties.

I watched a show recently. There's this particular sentence that struck me.
This sentence made me think. I realized i have made many decisions too. But unfortunately, most of them bad. On the academic front, bad decision on not making an effort to study for my O levels, bad decision on not working hard for my past semesters in TP. On the relationship front, bad decision on letting hannah down when it matters, bad decision on my occasional bad attitudes towards friends, bad decision on my lack of selflessness.

Bad decisions. Tons of them. I've live to regret them. Every single one of them. Many of these things that has happened could be avoided, if I had waken up sooner. Many hearts would not be broken if i had been more careful with my feelings. I guess this is life. We learn from lessons, this is how humans grow and mature. This is the whole point of being alive. To learn what we need to learn and deal with things we often think we could not. 

And so, I just came back from bangkok on saturday after a 5-days stay there. Stayed in this hotel shown above named Baiyoke Sky Hotel. It's the tallest building in the whole of Thailand. Guess which floor is the hotel lobby at? 19TH FLOOR!! I stayed on the 67th floor. Wa, the journey up to my room never fails to block my ears. There's even a 360-degree revolving roof deck on the 84th floor, showing the vast kingdom of Thailand. Thailand is so big that you can't even see the end of bangkok standing there. The view there is great man! But it's kinda scary la, cause the only barrier between life and death is a metal fence. Scary.

Bangkok is a shopper's paradise man! Everything is sooooo cheap over there! The food is cheap, the clothes is cheap, even their transport is cheap! And i can say that it's a lot safer than Malaysia. Bought quite a lot of things back. It's really a good break from Singapore's busy and hectic lifestyle. Looking forward to next year's family outting, heard it's either Shenzhen or Taiwan. Haha. Anyhow, I believe it would be really fun.


(P.S. to Myself - Start saving for a Japan trip)

Not long ago, there was this female friend that I spoke to almost every night. On msn, through sms. So much so that I feel weird not talking to her for any particular night. There was once i even dozed off while chatting with her. I think it went on for maybe three months? Not a short time definitely. But all of a sudden, It just stopped. Everything ended. No more chats on msn, no more sms-es. Everything went back to the time before the three months of talking. Everything went back to the weird weird kind of feel. I don't know what happened. What happened that ended this friendship? Of cause we still talk once in awhile. But the feeling is totally different now. We talk because we have to, not because we want to. I seriously don't know what happened. Is is something i do wrong? I'm really wondering why some things happened and some doesn't. I really hope this friendship would come back again. This period of casual talking. I hope.